3am

Hello. I don't know why and how i could write this, but this just came out. Sincerely, from my mind. So listen, here.

I was opening some social networking sites, and then your name just showed up when i'm on the main page. Then I started to muse our memories and thoughts.

Our laugh and tears, the times that we spent together.

Hello you, there. I'm wondering what are you thinking right now. How's your life now, fine? I see that you're having good times now, without affecting something of my existence. or maybe just a little 'how-are-you' I confess, that was the best summer I've ever had. Everything that we had, well, that was a good one.

And what made me suddenly realize is that you are different. We are separating each other, even that we never realize something about it.
But deep in my heart, I do. And I know you do the same way too. We're taking each other too far to the opposite direction.

Well maybe I’m not what this or that person like, or maybe that kind of girl that you adore, maybe I'm not fond of what I am and it’s up to you.

We used to be friends. Yes I see that we are now friend, but not in that way anymore. We used to trust, rely and care of each other.

Now we wont even say 'hello', or even just a simple greeting,

because the fact is that we are afraid of our built-own boundary.

I have tried, everything just to talk to you again. Every single one. And I know that you have done the same things too, but it's just us.

But just so you know,

I really want to get back, when summer was just started.

When we are united and we are close.

Because without you, I feel blank. I have no one to talk with when I'm waiting. I have no one to help me whenever I encounter a problem.

I have no one to share happines with, and that's just irritating.

I do miss you. Come back.

" I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down

But I know how I feel about you now"