Cause I’m just too far, from where you are

Hello snd

I miss you. I do.

If my heart was a compass,you'd be north

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view whenever I'm holding you

Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home

I beg and i plead, for those delicious sweets.

And for your information..... My birthday is coming, eh?

I really want those sweets for birthday.

Here,listen to me.

Even that we're far away, and i am apart

My heart won't go away, and still standing right beside you along your existence.

Even that you don't notice this, and I know you will never do,

I do love you, and I really wish that you were here.

Autumn&Summer

Hello,exam's over.

While the examination is running...

i read Summer in Seoul, and also Autumn in Paris

Autum in Paris was soooooo touching you know hahaha i read it 2 times and cried 2 times, and not just drop a tear, wht i mean 'cry' is literally crying.

And also my favourite part: (copied from Tinah's blog,i'm not with the book now.It's Sally's)

"Dalam foto itu ia melihat dirinya dan Tatsuya. Ia ingat dengan jelas di mana mereka saat itu. Di Disneyland Paris. Saat itu mereka meminta bantuan pengunjung lain untuk mengambil foto mereka berdua. Mereka mengenakan bando berbentuk telinga Mickey Mouse dan tersenyum lebar ke arah mereka. Sebelah lengan Tatsuya merangkul leher Tara dan tangan yang lain memegang es krim vanila. Tatsuya terlihat sangat tampat saat itu. Tampan dan bahagia.

Dengan tangan yang masih gemetar, Tara membalikkan foto itu.
Tertulis;

'Aku dan segala yang kuinginkan dalam hidup' "

*******************************

"Selama dia bahagia, aku juga akan bahagia. Sesederhana itu."

Because things are obvious,and beautiful after the rain

13 november 2009

I want to get back.

I want to get back where I can lay beneath

When everything's alright, and easy as it seems

When I'm running on the beginner's-luck phase

And the world's all loving while the nature is singing

When I love you, and nothing can compare.

man....

let's get this straight.

i've known you for a long time, dear. i admit-and declare- that you have own some place in my heart. you're now uneasy to replace and just put aside. we used to love, without doubt and deny. we used to built our infinite playlist, which unite us into one. hell yeah, we used to.

now do you think that we're still doing the same, fighting for our unity? no. you gave the rule, you said that we're one, we have to be united into one, i accept that. but see, now who break the rule, kid?

and once again, let me get this straight. the thing that fid me is, it's not about the girl, it's about you. and us.

according to me, rule of companions is listen, understand, appreciate, trustworthy, loyal and fair. no one has completed that, i know that nobody's flawless but this is out of mind. this is getting kinda irritating, and annoying. this hurts. fair, fair, fair. get it? you're acting kinda unfair. you're treating somebody like a candy, and i am the plastic wrapper. i know that she's beautiful, but it doesn't mean that you can treat us like a dumped shit. i'm trying to keep this by myself and wait, thinking that you will change but you don't. you're still the same, and i'm sick of this, you know, i just want to get this straight.

and i think this is kinda awkward, that we hate each other and you're acting too irritating, but if you're asking for me back right now, I'd simply say yes, because i love who you used to be. i just want you to know that i love you, and this is steady, undeniable, and infinitive.

"You can’t change anybody

You can’t change the way they are
You simply have to accept it
Whether its good or bad
The rule of friendship lies in respect
As well as loyalty
Though he’s not good as you thought
He’s still the friend you respect the most
We can’t chose someone to be there for us

We simply have to wait for them
That’s somehow someone will
understand us
And accept us as we are
Friendship is the nicest thing God ccreate for us

It doesn’t cost a cent
But somehow means a lot for us
To be able to live pleasantly
Friends are siblings that God never gave us
But still they are always there for us
To add happiness in our lives
And peace of mind

Can we be able to be friend with someone who doesn’t care for us?
Of course we can’t
They are maybe few in this world
But they should be true
The rule of friendship
Must be hand in hand
for it might be too late
When we realize that we meet
false friends….."

Right, now...

I miss you.

Because you live

"Because you live, and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself

When nobody else can help"

-Jesse McCartney

311009

haloooo

tadi seru deh, kan sabtu pm. pulang pm ke museum gajah sama nchum mia fia tinah hana dira nina sally nisya ines wandya, ber 12 gt. pertamanya gue kira naik taxi, tp naik busway jadi naik angkot dulu sampe depan sampoerna strategic building kl gak salah, trs baru naik busway. pemandunya dira sama hana hahah soalnya mereka yang tau jalan. di busway main main gt berasa busway punya sendiri -_-

trs nyampe, foto foto arca-nya itu sama yang lain lain

ini di depan museum gajah

trs naik busway lagi kesency. di busway kan gue gak dapet tempat duduk jadi bediri. gue berdiri deket nisya sama mia kalo nggak salah. trs ada bapak bapak lewat gt kan bilang 'misi misi' sambil ngangkat ngangkat tangan megang pegangan yg diatas itu trs pas dia ngangkat tangan, keteknya itu(ups) tepat depan muka gue trs..............ada hutan -_- nisya ngakak sampe jongkok jongkok, gue bengong. fantastis.

kalo ngga salah di saharjo ada cowok 2 gt masuk, ada 1 cowok yang kata yang lain ganteng bgt. sepanjang perjalanan pada nunjuk nunjuk si ganteng itu hahah -_-trs kan kita ber-12 turun di ratu plaza, ternyata si cowok itu turun juga. dikejar sama tinah sama nchum, di jembatan penyebrangan lari lari gt. gue yang di belakang ngakak doang sama fia hahah trs jadi pada ikutan ngejar semua.

trs tinah udah ngga liat jalan lagi, ngikutin jalan yg cowok itu doang hahah tp emang jalannya bener sih. tp jadi mencar gt, tinggal gue tinah nchum sama siapa lagi gt lupa hehe maaf -_- kita ke arah basement ps, ternyata mereka kesana juga. terus diteriakin sama tinah sama nchum , trs si cowok 2 itu nengok terus ketawa ketawa. tinah teriak lagi manggil manggil hahah i'm proud of you tin (?)

nyebrang kesency, tadinya mau nonton tp ngga jadi. nyampe sency jam 3an kalo ngga salah. trs akhirnya muter muter doang, ketemuan sama dinda. dinda jalan kaki dari senayan abis nonton adeknya baseball, smabel lawan bandung katanya. gue, nchum sama dinda nyebrang ke ps trs makan, abis itu dindanya pulang. trs gue sama nchum muter muter doang trs nchum dijemput, sedih bgt -_- abis itu gue nyebrang kesency, ps lagi terus sency lagi kyk anak ilang hahah sedih ye. trs akhirnya gue dijemput, nyampe rumah stgh 8.

gt doang hari ini hahah tp capek bgt, iseng nih gaada kerjaan. ngantuk nih hehe bye

astridi

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07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
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