If you are falling for a girl

Tell her that you love her, tell her everyday. Be the first to greet her at the morning and be the last to say goodnight, even that you are a million miles away. Look at her eyes deeply and sincerely. Put her first on every single thing. Do everything to make her satisfied. Girls are so sensitive, so never let her down. Run as fast as you can even just to buy a phone card. Never make her wait, she hates that. Pretend that you sing to her evey music even that you think it's too horrible. Always reply her text message. Listen to her every story. When you know that she need you, call her, never makes her wait. Sing to her when she's down and alone. When you say 'I Love You', she don't think it's jus simple, she mean it. You guys should NEVER let a girl down.

3am

Hello. I don't know why and how i could write this, but this just came out. Sincerely, from my mind. So listen, here.

I was opening some social networking sites, and then your name just showed up when i'm on the main page. Then I started to muse our memories and thoughts.

Our laugh and tears, the times that we spent together.

Hello you, there. I'm wondering what are you thinking right now. How's your life now, fine? I see that you're having good times now, without affecting something of my existence. or maybe just a little 'how-are-you' I confess, that was the best summer I've ever had. Everything that we had, well, that was a good one.

And what made me suddenly realize is that you are different. We are separating each other, even that we never realize something about it.
But deep in my heart, I do. And I know you do the same way too. We're taking each other too far to the opposite direction.

Well maybe I’m not what this or that person like, or maybe that kind of girl that you adore, maybe I'm not fond of what I am and it’s up to you.

We used to be friends. Yes I see that we are now friend, but not in that way anymore. We used to trust, rely and care of each other.

Now we wont even say 'hello', or even just a simple greeting,

because the fact is that we are afraid of our built-own boundary.

I have tried, everything just to talk to you again. Every single one. And I know that you have done the same things too, but it's just us.

But just so you know,

I really want to get back, when summer was just started.

When we are united and we are close.

Because without you, I feel blank. I have no one to talk with when I'm waiting. I have no one to help me whenever I encounter a problem.

I have no one to share happines with, and that's just irritating.

I do miss you. Come back.

" I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down

But I know how I feel about you now"

In 2009, I have...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe


(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you


(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
( ) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
( ) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
(x) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

So, never.

You know that type of shit just don't work on me,
Whistling and trying to flirt with me.
Don't take it personally, cause we were never in love.

Cause L-O-V-E is not what this was.

December

About You Now (and the piano version,too)- Sugababes
Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches
Find My Way - Gabe Dixon Band
You Think I Don't Care - Jack McManus
Chasing Pavements - Adele
I Wanna Be - Emma Roberts
Baby, It's Fact - Hellogoodbye
Down - Jay Sean

Cause I’m just too far, from where you are

Hello snd

I miss you. I do.

If my heart was a compass,you'd be north

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view whenever I'm holding you

Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home

I beg and i plead, for those delicious sweets.

And for your information..... My birthday is coming, eh?

I really want those sweets for birthday.

Here,listen to me.

Even that we're far away, and i am apart

My heart won't go away, and still standing right beside you along your existence.

Even that you don't notice this, and I know you will never do,

I do love you, and I really wish that you were here.

Autumn&Summer

Hello,exam's over.

While the examination is running...

i read Summer in Seoul, and also Autumn in Paris

Autum in Paris was soooooo touching you know hahaha i read it 2 times and cried 2 times, and not just drop a tear, wht i mean 'cry' is literally crying.

And also my favourite part: (copied from Tinah's blog,i'm not with the book now.It's Sally's)

"Dalam foto itu ia melihat dirinya dan Tatsuya. Ia ingat dengan jelas di mana mereka saat itu. Di Disneyland Paris. Saat itu mereka meminta bantuan pengunjung lain untuk mengambil foto mereka berdua. Mereka mengenakan bando berbentuk telinga Mickey Mouse dan tersenyum lebar ke arah mereka. Sebelah lengan Tatsuya merangkul leher Tara dan tangan yang lain memegang es krim vanila. Tatsuya terlihat sangat tampat saat itu. Tampan dan bahagia.

Dengan tangan yang masih gemetar, Tara membalikkan foto itu.
Tertulis;

'Aku dan segala yang kuinginkan dalam hidup' "

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"Selama dia bahagia, aku juga akan bahagia. Sesederhana itu."

Because things are obvious,and beautiful after the rain

13 november 2009

I want to get back.

I want to get back where I can lay beneath

When everything's alright, and easy as it seems

When I'm running on the beginner's-luck phase

And the world's all loving while the nature is singing

When I love you, and nothing can compare.